Im wanting to be a SEAL again?

Im 26 almost 27. Was obsessed of becoming a seal for years. When I tried my anxiety disorder set in and tbh it makes me feel like a pussy. Im diagnosed which makes me seem even more like some pussy who can't handle his mental state. Anyways I started looking into it again. I did hike in 101 degree weather with 73% humidity when im just use to drinking and gaming. I didn't think I would've been able to do that but I did. That was last weekend. It kind of gave me some confidence.

I want to do it so bad but there are so many things I can't explain. I don't know what im asking exactly but I guess is should I try it?

Im wanting to be a SEAL again?
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