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I got kicked out, but I feel better because I moved on!

I got kicked out, but I feel better because I moved on!

One week ago last Wednesday, my stepmom kicked me out of the house. I thought they loved me. I had a hoarding issue, I literally hardly threw anything much away. I tried to apologize to them but, she was having none of it. I moved here 7 years ago with the hopes of connecting with my siblings, dad,and stepmom since I only saw them maybe twice a year because they lived in NC at the time and I lived in Tennessee. However over the time I was there they became rather distant and fussy.

After I got kicked out I checked into the hospital that night trying to get counseling for my issue because I had just become homeless, and was in a way wanting to run my car off the road (but didn't tell anyone that). I checked into a motel the night I got out of the hospital. I messaged my real mom and sister on that side of the family letting them know my situation, I told the truth and mentioned it was my fault but they cussed my stepmother out and the truth finally came out my stepmother didn't care that I was in the hospital, in fact she never wanted to see or hear me again even though I never hurt anyone of them physically or in any way intentionally. They even asked if I was her biological kid would she have kicked Me out? She said no. So the issue soon enough wasn't the hoarding so much, but it was I was becoming sympathetic with my birth mom who gave me up at birth because she loved me and thought my grandparents could give me a better life. Yes she did drugs at one time, but I forgive her and her health is going down hill. But my stepmother and dad were not happy about it. I have a place now. My sister owns a home and I pay her $100 a week for bills and they help furnish other things like food. I do buy food and pay my other bills like phone, internet, and do my own laundry. So I do adult, but I still have a mom and sister that help me out then they can and I help them out too. It seems they enjoy having me back in to their lives. My sister is getting ready to have a baby, so I'm excited to be an uncle. But I feel sad I left behind my possessions all because my stepmother wanted me out and I learned her true colors.

So I will say this: Stepmom, I hope you're happy after saying me in the hospital was none of your g*ddamn concern. I hope one day to come back in your alls life when things cool down and we can be sensible about things.. but sadly I don't think it will happen. But in a way I'm better off, because I have people who care about me now and make sure I'm ok. I never wanted to be treated like a kid, but as an equal to my other siblings since we have the same dad. And I'm sorry dad, but sometimes I feel like you're not.much of a man for not standing up to her. In fact she said it was either her or me, and you chose her over me. But, I'm ok now. I want to be a better person. Everyone makes mistakes, and I forgive you even though you probably don't forgive me.

I got kicked out, but I feel better because I moved on!
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