and also am msochistic and an easy target for mens abuse in my daily life. Men sexually harass me a lot. They criticize me and put me down or make fun of me.
I've been abused bullied etc by males and females who were my peers throughout life as well. So im not sure if its just mommy issues and just dadsy issues or if its compounded with other stuff in life too. I know i have daddy problems. Mommy too which became apparent as i got older cause she was more of a covert narcissist than an outright sociopathic person. I got the perfect parents! A sly narcissist mom and a downright scary two faced dad who was popular and charming to everyone in public. I was selectively mute around him my whole life. I didn't even argue with him. I could barely speak!