Why is he chasing me he's married?

I've changed... he'll never leave his wife and I'm single... I'm going on with my life as I'm moving here in 3 weeks and I told him that. It's imperative that he sees me. I don't know if he's dying 😕. I just don't know. He sent me an update picture and he's lost over 100 pounds, he wrecked his truck, and lost his job. Being he's married I don't want to cross any lines by seeing him.. I've lost all my friends and now my family. I think ny grandmother is dying and we're losing my family home in 3 weeks.
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11 mo
When I saw him in pucture my heart sanked...💔... I don't know this is difficult on my mental and emotional health right now ontop of my family home and family.
Why is he chasing me he's married?
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