she never opened up to me and I addressed it, so she said "its somethign i struggle with, but im aware of it and im working on it. you're one of the v few people i feel comfortable opening up to, so please dont be mad at me"
There's a lot of reasons.
I don't know hers, but here are some of mine:- I grew up in abuse, my mother leveraged any knowledge she had of me to abuse me. So, being secretive and reserved was protection.
- Due to the above, I found it hard to trust.
- When I did finally become comfortable to be myself, my old friends didn't like my "new personality" - I realized they never knew the real me. Only the curated version of me that pleased my mother. That made it hard to think others would like who I was, authentically, at first.
- My family often ridiculed me - either because they were dicks (a cousin of mine with a bad personality but he's also the party animal), manipulated by my mother, or they were just being fun; but abused me couldn't tell because sarcasm = attacks in my home.
It took literal years of therapy, meds, and working through trauma to get to a point where I can not only feel comfortable opening up, but I know how to "gate" parts of my truth to protect myself against strangers or people I don't trust.
It's very good you're able to be someone she can open up to.
If you truly want to support her, let her know it's an honour to be trusted with her opening up, and you're excited to get to know her more, at whatever pace she's comfortable moving at.
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It's hard sometimes to open up, specially if you weren't heard as a child opening up as an adult can be difficult, lots of struggles come from past situations where maybe she wasn't heard or her parents didn't care or weren't there. Not saying this is the case but something in her past is letting her open up now
I don't like opening up. There's a lot of darkness to me. From my childhood to the people around me, the situations I've had to go through. They've shaped me in ways that aren't easy for people to notice irl and are even harder to understand, even to me.
Honestly just how comfy they are and how much they trust you.
My trust takes time and people force it so I pretend open some. More defensive thing that I got from being hurt then I wanna be fake.
Give her time and be friends she will open up
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In a lot of cases, people like you want others to open up because you yourself over share and don’t wanna be alone in putting out all this unnecessary information. Some people aren’t interested in doing that and it’s not always about trust, comfort, or whatever, it’s boundaries.
Because it bit them in them in the ass before in past relationships
They don't struggle; you just aren't the person they feel comfortable doing it with
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