Why is my dad so terrible? why was I born to a dad like this?

My dad thinks any learning or mental disabilities means brain damage!! HE doesn't THINK HELPING WILL HELP! That just helping will help me, REASON WHY I COULDNT PASS SCHOOL

He treats me so discriminatory! He hates learning disabilities or any disability! He only respects normal smart people!! He says disabilities never existed when he was young!
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He also thinks so low of me, i say i have learning disabilities, he says there is no helping that and it’s a lost cause. That If i don’t understand school, i have brain damage
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3 d
He always doesn’t sympathize with me at all! He just laughs at my problems!! LIKE I HAVE A CHOICE IN ANYTHING
Why is my dad so terrible? why was I born to a dad like this?
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