1. I look nothing like other women
I'm a 177cm giant. I have a deeper voice. Bigger feet. Stronger features.
I do not consider myself a real woman at all. I doubt other people do too.
2. I'm not cute/powerless/submissive
I'm none of those things. I'm intimidating/disgusting/masculine/scary.
3. I work with guys who favour feminine women
I'm very masculine as I've stated. It's a struggle. They will help and talk to and befriend only real women. I'm an ugly and masculine woman. No man will ever wanna be around a woman like that , or he could just go be with his male friends.
4. I'm unattractive
One of the worst things a woman can be . Everything for us is about looks. I hate how ugly I am and how it's so hard to be an ugly giant disgusting gross unwomanly being.
5. No one cares when I'm sad
Because no one sympathise with manly women who look strong enough to take care of themselves.
No one feels bad for the tall , unfeminine , ugly girl.
Everyone tells me to get over it and expects me to just suffer in silence.
I just wish I had killed myself when I had the chance.
6. People still expect me to have a boyfriend and make fun of me for being single
Even though I'm 'ugly and tall and worthless and manly' people still expect me to magically get a boyfriend and get married and have babies .... yeah...