I have feelings for a fuckboy?

Anonymous
Okay so.. this guy named "Zack" messaged me over Instagram and he told me to snap chat him.. and so I asked what his username was and we started talking over snap chat. And he called me pretty, he said that he loved my hair (I got it a dyed a day before this), & he said he was waiting to message me, but he never did bc I had a boyfriend for awhile. And I started to really like him then later on he asked if I wanted to hang out with him at the rodeo that night & I said yes..

then after that he asked if we could kiss (I had never kissed anyone before this) and I said yes bc I really really liked him. Then once I got to the rodeo he ditched me for about an hour or two for his friends without telling me.. and then a few minutes before the rodeo was over.. he found me and he walked up to me and he asked if I wanted to go find one of his friends with him and I said "sure" and he took me behind this tree and he started kissing me.. he kissed me 5 times.. that was my first kiss.. then for the next few days we were still talking and later on I found out from a friend that he didn't like me so I got mad and asked him why he used me & he started calling me a liar and he said that we never kissed and that I was making it all up and I ended my friendship with him bc of that bc the kiss actually happened.

And then people started finding out and he denied everything to everyone.. the kiss, seeing me at the rodeo, & messaging me he said I had no proof of anything. And now I still like him and he keeps on flirting with a bunch of different girls and it hurts me, I really like him a lot & I was sure that he liked me but he doesn't.. he won't even talk to me anymore as a friend he blocked me on Instagram & snap chat both.
I have feelings for a fuckboy?
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