I just don't believe it. He has always put me first. He adores me. And cares for me. He cries at the thought of loosing me. If this isn't love, I don't think I have ever had anyone love me before, and I really don't think anyone ever will. People look their whole lives to find what we have. And I don't understand why he is letting me go.
Then, pouring more salt in the wounds, he is still coming by all the time to see me. Making small excuses to come by. And yesterday, the man who has a problem with public displays of affection touched my shoulder when we ran into each other.
I don't know how to handle any of this. It would have been difficult to keep a relationship going from different states. But to keep a friendship going with my ex from a different state seems like torture. But I really love him more than anything in the world. Help.
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