So I've lost my personality, motivations, social skills - what to do?

[jd329]

So 2 years ago I lived on campus, now for the past year I've been living at home and just going to school online. I kind of don't have any friends anymore, I'm horny sometimes and porn has just gotten boring and dull so it's just not cutting it anymore. I work but it's job where I work by myself so it's not like I'm able to make any friends there.

I'm on Facebook all the time, as if just waiting for someone to ask me to hangout but that's not happening since my old friends live far away. Except every now and then someone tells me they miss me but that's it.

I like listening to the music on thee radio but lately it all sounds the same and I don't care. Even songs I know I LOVE all sound the same... I've lost my trademark sense of humor and my personality. What kinda makes me feel special is how I talk to a girl from where I used to live and we flirt a lot online so that little bit of excitement keeps me going bit otherwise I don't really talk to anyone anymore because I don't have much to say...

I feel crappy all the time and tired and can sleep for 10 hours everyday when before I was good to go on 8!

What can I do make the music sound good again?

How can I make friends if I don't even have the time?

I feel dull and horny but I'm so full of ennui that I can't even bother to try to fix that myself.sigh... off to do more hw

I'm a prisoner of my own body,

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I can't quit my job since I work for my dad.

Also, all of my "family" that loves around is like 17 or 21 and they are really caught up in their own lives.

[CristinaBacon7]

Hmmm.. It's true that if you don't break out of your rut you will lose your personality permanently.. you are in danger of that my friend. It doesn't sound like your job stimulates you in the least. If you don feel happy and fulfilled in other areas of your life, chances are that any sex that you might have will also suck. Your life sounds scarily insular. Find a passion that requires you to be out of your house a lot of the time. Enroll in classes. If possible, quit and find yourself a job where your surrounded with many people all the time. It's something that has to come from within. You might detest the ennui but it becomes a terrible addiction. Its so much to easier to not do anything and just wallow. But that way you're just going to fester and waste away. Nothing is ever going to good enough. You need to keep growing. So you just get out there and make things happen for u. Observe people and things around you. Get a pet. Start your own blog. Take photographs..keep a photo journal.. freelance. There are so many things you can do. Just get up off your ass and turn off Facebook.

[jd329]

I can't quit my job because I work for my dad's cleaning company, I don't even find to do anything either because my online classes take up alll of my time! thanks for your input anyways!

[Sugashawtie]

Stop feeling sorry for yourself, that does no one any good. Listen to some eminem and get inspired to turn your life around. Go outside, make time to go out. Maybe you could meet some people through family?:)

[Gregs]

go out do some hobbys