I had a crush on this girl for years now. At start I would think "She has nothing to like in me me better not fool myself".
We'd come across eachother frequently outside but at that time I was afraid to even make eye contact. We'd have eye contacts and I couldn't dare to smile back at least once while she did so couple of times. I was like deer in headlights.
As months passed by I improved in shape, groomimg, confidence, started realizing my positive traits. But due to other unrelated family issues I had I never gotten time and opportunity to approach her.
Last fall I was in the park outside again and my friend told me she's like dozen feet behind me and that she looked towards me uninterrupted for almost half minute. During all the time she was staring my friend was pressuring me to to flirt but I didn't want to. I was tired, hopeless of things that had happened and convinced that new problems will show up. She left shortly after, I regret it later.
After Christmas I decide to add her in social medias to at least know if she'll give me any chance. But I was left pending. I felt offended and angry. She stopped eye contacts I say okay that was it.
This spring saw her in this place that both of us would visit. She arrived like an hour after me and decided to sit in the table behind me. They start giggling while chatting with her friend to eventually laugh loudly for attention but I ignore her totally. They stop and try to listen to my conversation and shortly after leave angrily. Same thing happened once more. Now everytime I come across her walking she keeps her head down when I look at her. I say okay she lost interest now for sure. Last month I was doing my daily run , and noticed her driving slowly behind me. Shortly after see her also in the park walking towards me but again head down.
So it's been months that I keep saying "Ok she used to like me but until today, she definetly hates me now" and/or "too late now".
Any advices?
