Do you think she really loves me?

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So I’m 26M, and my girlfriend is 45F. I met her on social media as her fan. She has a huge following, but I somehow got her attention, and we started dating long distance ever since then. She had a husband at the time, but they were getting a divorce. And she has an onlyfans, which I’m scared of her cheating on me. I just choose to ignore it, but secretly I’m in pain all the time because she has one. I noticed that she has a fetish for younger guys. Before she met me. Calling herself mommy and embracing younger guys who called her that before we met. I look really young for my age. And sometimes I wonder, combined with the amount of following she has, the thirsty guys after her, and the fact that I’m what fulfills her fetish, does she really love me? We’ve been together for almost a year, and we’re gonna meet before Christmas

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I’m good looking (like I get hit on all the time), but I’m insecure about her loving me, and not just using me as a toy.
Do you think she really loves me?
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