still very traumatized by the most popular girl at school
Yes this was more than 10 years ago
But I am still traumatized with the realization that a really nice girl who was super popular envied me, but why?
I started catching on senior year.
She copied everything I did first.
Even asked my crush to prom who said yes!😥
Me and her weren't even necessarily friends.
She never asked to hang outside of school and vice versa.
We are both very different.
Different races, hair lengths, textures, body types (excepts large butts) smarts (she was AP everything) she was super popular and I was just a bubbly girl everyone knew and got along with everyone.
After years I'm still wondering why she chose me to maybe pick on for? I dont get it... plus she wasn't known to be a bully!!
The reason why i still care is because honestly I never really had friends growing up, I was emotionally damaged. Underneath this big bright smile I was a sad little girl...
So why me?
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The problem was probably not even you, bullies feel like crap themselves so they take it out on someone else because it makes them feel better she picked on you cause she probably felt the way she tried to make you feel, think of the things she's called you, she most likely feels that way about herself
She actually copied everything I did.
To fashion, hobbies, she asked me things like where would you go to school? I told her and she went but that's example 20 she did everything she came to me for. She technically wasn't a bully but it was really weird
There you go, you were her idol from the sound of it
Sounds like you never grew up or moved on. That's on you.