When I feel lonely, took decisions thinking it was for the best but it wasn’t for me, Im stuck thats how I feel, I feel like a black hole that only attracts trouble or a gray cloud on a bright sunny day. No one understands me, I can't talk about my pain with anyone, because they just ignore me, When people needed me I was always there for them, but know is just me trying to fight all these feelings that are consuming me everyday, I've been jobless almost for a year, I don't know why I keep looking n nothing comes up, everything is upside down even my health. I don't know everything at this point is hopeless. I feel sad I can't even talk to my family, my so called friends ignores me. I honestly have tried everything to make it better but nothing works
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How can I focus on myself?
