HHow can I finally accept myself?

Its been a long hard road. I realized that i just keep trying to criticize myself and Change myself. I got a new job i haven't started yet but already im trying to convince myself im an extrovert and that this sales job won't wear me out. Maybe it will maybe it won't. I don't know. I do a job now that kinda deals with cutomers but its not the main part of my job but this new job is basically all just dealing with customers. Im freaking out a bit inside. But i need this job for the money and they give steady hours. Plus its an upgrade from my ghetto ass retail job right now. I longed to get away from these hoodrats for a long time.
HHow can I finally accept myself?
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