5 Things That Make Me Feel Awkward

[Library]

When someone I like gives me reasons to dislike them

It sucks because it makes me feel so stupid that I had reasons to like this person until they proved all the reasons wrong, or they did something to ruin it. It makes me feel bad because I hate moments where I start to dislike someone.

When I find out someone I like doesn’t like me anymore

It makes me feel betrayed and it breaks my heart because I never intended to disappoint them. Why can't feelings just be mutual? And then they start acting passive aggressive and I begin to purely hate them back. Then, I dislike people who completely remind me of them.

When my therapist doesn’t know what to tell me

I wonder why my therapist would run out of something to say. It makes me feel I am a new special case that there is no cure for. It makes me feel like a very complicated person.

When I have to wonder if I have schizophrenia or not

My mom has schizophrenia and schizophrenia runs in the family. Guys in my age range are more prone to discovering they have schizophrenia. It's so awkward to wonder "did I just hallucinate or did that just really happen?" whenever something totally unlikely happens.

When I get reminded of what happened in high school

It makes me depressed and angry. I try so hard to forget what happened but I keep getting all these flashbacks that make me cry at night.

[rjroy3]

Usually they are unique moments but..

When I just met someone and they unveil some seriously dark personal shit that probably shouldn't be said to anyone let alone me and I don't know how to respond lol. It's like... moving on like you didn't just say that.

Girl I had just started seeing back in the day. We had sex a few times and both were really into eachother, but hadn't yet had the conversation of what we were or wanted as far as a relationship. A travel guide was trying to sell us a discount deal and kept asking "Are you boyfriend and girlfriend? Are you married? Are you dating?". Lol it was funny awkward, because it was on our mind.

When an organized desk, shelf or something of mine completely collapses out of nowhere and other people see it lol. It's more funny really, but a little awkward.

[RainbowFanGirl]

I didn't know you suffered from mental illness... What do you have, if you don't mind me asking? I suffer from clinical depression and Borderline Personality Disorder.

[Library]

I suffer from clinical depression too.

[Saoirse_Nua]

Lots to think about there - I think it wouldn't take everybody long to write up a list of the five things that makes them feel awkward - Thought provoking take, well done

[Library]

Thank you.

[Saoirse_Nua]

I mean this as a compliment - You are only 18, I thought you were much older

[Library]

Thanks. This compliment really means something because I never get told that. People don't usually realize how I'm more mature for my age.

[Saoirse_Nua]

Well I have been impressed by your input to the site and I just saw your age out of the corner of my eye last time.

[Library]

Thanks, I like your input on this site as well. You're a very nice gentleman,

[Bvroon]

Some of what you have mentioned would make a good deal of people besides yourself feel awkward too. So don't feel like you are so alone.

[Blueeyes2016]

Well when you let it known you like a person then the other person starts acting weird in your presence and there's an awkward tension. Tell me I'm not the only one that that has happened too?

[Tonga]

OMG soo true about the crush thing, sucks like crazy... what happend in highschool, wait nevermind sorry for bringing it up. the therapist thing is soooo anoying

[NJ_Casanova]

When you are dancing and you notice someone watching you.

When your caught... sniffing a girls panties... and she's still wearing them, LOL ;-)

[Ghassan]

lol The last one was very funny to me. I hate the same thing, but with middle school and the first year of high school ( age 13-16).

[Smmyskittles]

Huh.

This actually surprised me...

[Adigelunar]

good