Feeling guilt after I eat?

Anonymous
Is that like an eating disorder or something? I generally have difficulty vomiting, even on purpose. For example I will only be on the verge of vomiting and actually vomit only if I have been food poisoned or something. So even if I try to vomit in general I can't. But I sharply believe that if I could make myself vomit whenever I wanted , I would do it every time I ate something. But I can't. But I would want ot be able..! So what's the mater with me? I'm constantly trying to start on a diet and I can't. I mean it's so difficult for me to not have anything constanlty in my mouth! My day is like forever bombarded with food. Especially sweet flavours. And because I eat a lot, and I have in my mind that it is wrong to eat, and not to be on a diet I always feel guilty afterwards!! And then I repress that guilt with eating.

I actually have no idea , how I'm not obese already? I eat a lot!! Like yesterday I ate for breakfast 2 small toast with butter and honey and a cup of green tea. After like half an hour I ate a slice and 1/2 of pizza and after that one big slice of watermelon and then at like 10 pm I ate my dinner , which was one pita with gyros and other stuff in it, and after that one big scoop of icecream with toppings and two mini icecreams. And then when I go to sleep, the guilt just bursts into my head!

Feeling guilt after I eat?
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