Too sensitive, help?

[Anonymous]

so let's start with the fact that i was bullied for 9 years from all my class mates , they offended me , they put me down. now im so emotional and i hate it. i cry for everything , i even cry for little things. and i absolutely hate it when someone says 'why don't u try to be stronger?' like seriously? i tried for more than million and million times but i can't control my tears. i take things too seriously , even the jokes. i feel bad about myself , when im sad i never try to talk to someone i always self-harm. this sensitivity is eating me inside , i want to be tough and strong like everyone , i feel like a crybaby (oh i am for sure )
i always help others and always make them feel better even if the one falling apart. i feel like a psychopath , i feel like im insane. i never hurt anyone. im always kind to everyone even to those who hurt me. i just can't be BAD. but i think in this world its better to be bad then to be good and be stepped on by everyone. i just can't take it anymore , im soooooo tired of being sensitive and all this shit , is there any way to change the way i think or the way i feel? trust me im so tired of myself , im tired of those questions :
"were you crying?"
"it's gonna be alright"
"there's so much worse"
"why don't you be strong?"
"why are you like this?"
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by the way i dont think its something that can be changed , my dad's sensitive too , my sister also.
please tell me what to do :(
thank you <3

[SirenDep]

I do cry often in front of people too. It happens out of anxiety, when I feel that the situation is out of control. It helps me to focus on the situation I;m facing and think of how I can make things better, or focus on something else until I calm down, like play a game on my phone, or get alone in a quiet place until I calm down. It's weird but sometimes I look at myself in a mirror while I cry, I see how bad I look, I try to fix my hair and makeup and before I notice, I stop crying

[LoneWolf97]

You are just extra sensitive which can be solved through time. Just try to socialize more, maybe outside of school. Join a sports club or anything that can develop your character aswell as make friends who won't bully you. You could also start working out/going to the gym which will make you a bit tougher.

Useful tip: When you feel like you're going to cry bite your tongue, it will help.
Aand don't worry you'll get better in time :)

[brewersfan01]

i dont get the question you're trying to ask. Whats with all these teenagers resorting to self-harm? makes no sense.

[Anonymous]

If you're girly girl too I think you have very high estrogen