Why do I have a crush on Nikolas Cruz? Should I be worried about my mental health?

[angelsugarbabe]

I’ve been worrying about my mental health lately. Ever since the Florida shooting, I’ve developed an obsession over the shooter, Nikolas Cruz. I don’t know what it is, I don’t know if it’s hybristophilia or something. He’s always my first thought in the morning, and my last one when I go to bed. It’s almost as if I was in love with him! I won’t stop doing research on him and his life. I’ve developed a huge crush on him, I want to be like him. I feel strong sexual attraction and admiration towards him. Should I be concerned or is this just a phase in my life? This has been going on since about 5 weeks ago. I have also developed some attraction towards Elliot Rodger, Isla Vista’s shooter, but mainly Nikolas Cruz. I even want to send Nik a letter, but I’m 14, I’m still a minor (obviously) and therefore, the law doesn’t allow me to send letters to inmates. Should I be worrying about my mental health? Should I seek for help from a therapist/psychiatrist? How do I tell my parents? HELP!

[CuriousMufuxka]

Eh, you'll probably be alright.. Write some letters and read them in a few years.

[angelsugarbabe]

:))))))))))))))

[Iron_Man]

What do you mean you want to be like him do you have a desire to do bad things?

[angelsugarbabe]

Maybe...

[Iron_Man]

Oh wow you have big time issues you need to seek help right away. I really hope that you're trolling

[angelsugarbabe]

I’m not trolling.

[Iron_Man]

Be a strong person do the right thing go seek help

[angelsugarbabe]

I’ll try.

[Iron_Man]

Good I hope so. Talk to your parents right away please

[angela4266]

It’s good you are realizing that you do need some mental help. It’s okay to be attracted to criminals since that’s a kink, but I mean you shouldn’t be thinking of yourself doing those things.. so yes therapy would be good.

[Iron_Man]

What bad things like killing people?

[Anonymous]

You should get some mental help like a therapist

[Iron_Man]

I agree to this one hundred percent

[Intraluminal]

Yes. You should talk to your parents about how you feel, and possibly seek therapy.

[Josht13]

Pffft that mutt has nothing on the supreme gentlemen he is forevere bae

[angelsugarbabe]

That’s true, NO ONE compares to the supreme gentleman. However, Elliot only killed 6 people. Nik killed 17 people.

[Josht13]

True True but Elliot had a message of destroying thots is an incel hero and documented his reasons then went on a car chase with the police not surrendering like a pussy. Cruz is just a mental retard.

[angelsugarbabe]

Can you please not call my love a ‘mental retard’? Thanks. I mean, I respect the real gentleman but at least Nik is still alive, you know? And I mean, Elliot basically just killed himself by crashing his car AND both Elliot and Nik have autism so that would make them both ‘mental retards’ which of course neither of them are!

[Josht13]

The chad Car crash vs The virgin surrender (and then execution lol), Elliot had a mission he could've killed more but he had specific targets. Elliot is chaotic good using his mental retardation to his advantage. Nik is just chaotic

[angelsugarbabe]

Whatever. I mean, Elliot IS the REAL GENTLEMAN. by the way, are you an incel?

[Josht13]

He really is AND NO GIRL WANTED TO FUCK HIM ONLY DOUCHEBAGS. I'm an incel footsoldier harassing women on the internet. Unironically I'm not and actually don't care and have a girlfriend

[angelsugarbabe]

I’m confused. Are you an incel or not? I wanted to join incels. me but it’s only for boys, right? :(

[Josht13]

FUCK OFF thot all women are the same. I'm not incel I just like LARPing I have friends and a girl so instant normie alert.

[angelsugarbabe]

Not all women are the same😂 it’s like women saying that all men are the same. Lmao, if I was the same as every other girl, would I support and respect the REAL GENTLEMAN? I don’t think so!

[Josht13]

Women are inferior beings in all respects even if they say they understand the true gentleman they NEVER will. 21st century women are in direct opposition to incels so you can't join thot.

[angelsugarbabe]

I’m not opposing to Elliot and trust me, I do understand him. I want to do what he did.

[Josht13]

Women can't understand they don't have the mental capacity or empathy.

[angelsugarbabe]

HAHAHAHA just wait a few years. You’ll know I did what he did. AndI know how it feels to feel unwanted. I’m not wanted by a lot of guys either. You’ve at least got a girl. I got no one, just like Elliot.

[Josht13]

All women are the same you'll start fucking some jerk forgetting about the supreme gentlemen around you then have some waterheaded kids and be a single mom, meanwhile there's people dying virgins and you don't care. Pls leave I can't stand talking to women.

[angelsugarbabe]

I hate jerks and I’ve NEVER fucked anyone. I won’t forget Elliot. Believe me. I don’t even like men 100% lmaooooo and if you don’t like talking to women, then why do you have a girlfriend?

[angelsugarbabe]

You’ll know who I am in a few years. This one’s for Elliot Rodger.

[Josht13]

My girlfriend (male) is a qt trap as if I'd be naked with a girl and give her the chance to ruin my life through child support, Traps are superior to women in EVERY aspect of life.

[angelsugarbabe]

Damn, I admire you💗

[angelsugarbabe]

I promise to do it for the supreme gentleman. I’m out (for now ;) )

[Josht13]

I don't care what you think succubus, Send me qt trapbois pls

[hansukota]

If u are worried go to a therapist. I don't think u need to yell your parent y u want to go.

[hansukota]

Tell not yell.

[Anonymous]

I’m calling troll

[angelsugarbabe]

I’m completely serious.

[Opinion Owner]

You made this account just to ask this question

[angelsugarbabe]

Yeah, ‘cuz I won’t reveal my identity.

[Opinion Owner]

So this is a second account?

[angelsugarbabe]

Yup.

[Opinion Owner]

You know that’s against the rules right?

[angelsugarbabe]

No, it’s not.