Why do I hate food so much?

[Anonymous]

It's not because of the taste. food just makes me feel bad and makes me worried about my body. When I eat I don't think about the effects of eating but after I finish eating I get so mad at myself. especially when I eat food that contains fat. And I don't do sports. the only thing I do is probably walking outside everyday but I don't have a feeling that it works. I also do workouts but the feeling that it doesn't work doesn't go away. I give up at these thoughts. And I sometimes binge eat which makes me feel more bad. I am a 14 years old female, approx. 110 lbs and 5'4

[Johnfleming45]

I hate food because I love food too much. Food controls my day. I wake up thinking of food, I am at work thinking of food and I go to bed with food on mind. What will I eat tomorrow? Is that too much? Can I snack later if I eat that? Food has too much control over me and I have to fight to gain the control back. Can I get through the day without purging? Can I get through the day without binging? Can I get through the day without binging than purging? Food is the worst. And yet, it is everything. (Sidenote: these are my feelings at the worst of my ED. I'm not fully recovered, but I am doing better than I had been---An eating disorder messes with your mind and your relationship with food can be consuming, at least in my case)

[LiamSawyer]

Sounds like you're getting an eating disorder, walking is one of the best exercises there is that doesn't put excess stress on your body and you have to eat to fuel your body and stay healthy. Perhaps you should take to a doctor and a nutritionist to customize a diet for your body.

[Blackcosmo]

You might have an eating disorder so you should talk to someone. By the way I'm the same height as you and 118 pounds so you shouldn't feel so worried. You seem to be at a very good weight. Just make sure to eat healthy most of the time and get some exercise.

[WhitneySnow]

You might have an eating disorder. And 110 lbs is fine.

[JDBSLAOQ]

you have an eating disorder. talk to your parents

[Anonymous]

I think you might have anorexia.

[Opinion Owner]

Or maybe bulimia.

[Asker]

but I don't want to have and ED. how should I remove these thoughts

[Asker]

an**

[Anonymous]

I think you need to talk to a therapist.