I think I'm going crazy. Help me!

[Anonymous]

GOSH I feel so hurt and even dizzy right now. For some time now I had a history of being depressed,i am not too happy in my realtionship and hard time at university. So I feel dizzy and have anxiety attacks. My doctor sent me to the thyroid doctor, because I take thyroid hormone pills or whatewer this is. Anyway.Because I am from a different country, all my previous test were done there.I do NOT have them with me. So I went to a check up here cos I've been feeling so bad(I wes even prescirbed xanax,but didn't take it). The doctor was late 2 HOURS for his work time.I was there sitting,listening to the patiens horror stories about health system,and it made me so sad(its Europe ,.,) Then he finally arrives and asks me in.I go in,and he is on his phone,then when I enter,he is moody and angry.Asks where are my previous results,i said I don't have them yet but I need to do new test and I don't feel well.As soon as I wanted to give him my symptoms and what I feel,he yelss at me,says I am irresponsible for not doing the test in their country (before I was admitted to the hospital but id have to wait 3 months for a test,so I went back home to do them). He doesn't even wanna LISTEN TO ME, he yelled,and said I must think its all the doctors fault.He sent me to some new tests in 3 months,i left shaking,traumatized and crying. I don't know what to do,i feel everything is against me,and this doctor was a total jerk. I am still dizzy ,think I'm having a panick attack now.

[SouthernMan]

Wow, that is completely unprofessional behavior on the part of the doctor. You should be upset. You need to report this person before he has a chance to treat other people this way. Definitely report him immediately.

You should also try not to internalize his behavior. It has everything to do with him and nothing to do with you. It isn't your fault that this doctor is such a negative human being. Try not to blame yourself for the actions of other people, at the end of the day everyone is responsible for their own behavior and you cannot take the blame for other people.

[Asker]

Thank you. I am still feeling bad, and very disorianted,i know this is because of him,I will report that,but he is the leader doctor there and I am afraid he is going to take revenge on me (desrcribe me bad medicine on purpose or not cure me). He was so mean to other poeple too.

[SouthernMan]

Do you mind if I ask where this is taking place? Which country?

[Asker]

Hungary.

[SouthernMan]

Sadly I do not know much about the system in Hungary. Sounds like you should be worried about whether or not you are getting good care. Especially if you have to worry that a doctor may tamper with your records in retaliation for complaining about his behavior.

[TouchTheSky]

Relax everything with you will be right just believe it. You're a good girl, don't cry for anything

This world don't deserve your tears.