Why is it that no one understands me? why do things ALWAYS go south for me? All I give is love but I just get hate in return, why?

[awesometjgreen]

I feel like others are just teaching me how to hate. I try to open up and once again people think I'm lying and laugh at me. I'm an actor but nobody believes me or they think I'm just, "an extra" 😭. And again, I tried talking to the girl and what happens? some guy buts into our conversation and pushes me out of the way (not physically). I feel like I'm always stuck being alone no matter how hard I try to reach out. All I have is my school work and it sucks ass. I'm tired of being a loser

[Anon85]

If you're so convinced that you're a loser, than what makes one a winner? If you're so fed up with being pathetic than stop being pathetic. Look at yourself and change what you don't like. Pick yourself up and sort yourself out. ''Become the kind of person that people want to be with''.

Make your life something that people will want to be a part of, and see where you are then. Do something each day that makes you a little less disgusted with yourself the next morning.

[Vyxzuw]

Heh, I was talking to a girl once when a guy walked up and 'sorta' asked her out.
He basically said that he hopes she shows up to a thing he's going to.
I just waited.
She was sort of non-committal.
After he left, we continued talking.

I mean, I'm 'bro' enough to not mess up a guys attempt.

[awesometjgreen]

I understand I'm just venting. I'm depressed

[Vyxzuw]

Well, you're only 18. You've got college and work to look forward too, where people are more mature.

[awesometjgreen]

I know. I just hate that my high school experience sucked

[crunchycassie123]

Im sooo sorry that seriously sucks just know that everything happens for a reason and eventually you'll find someone, even if just a friend, who understands you.

[Anonymous]

If no one understands you then talk to God

[awesometjgreen]

I do but I question his existence a little more now

[Anonymous]

same here.