Not any more. I have learned to calm myself, to change the directions of my random thoughts, and focus on specific things, rather that leave my mind to just go with whatever nonsense it in the news and pressing in society!
There's more to life then what's going on now or society. That's not what I meant. For me even though it's been 6 years, it's still hard to not think of my husband. Even if not consciously, we can't already control our dreams.
@Brainsbeforebeauty News was just an example, sorry that I didn't use a better example. I cared for my father for 5 years, after he suffered several strokes, then developed cancer, and I gave up everything through that. A good career a girlfriend, and several close friends. I started over after he passed. But, that is all past. For me, it has been more than 10 years. It gets better with time, understanding, and accepting things you cannot change. Accepting that you did what you could, as well as you could then. Hindsight is always better, and you can always think of something else you "could have done" or "should have done". I came to a point when I could leave it be, and accept. by the way, some can actually control dreams, and I am often aware that I am dreaming, and I can change the course of dreams, read things, and tell time in dreams. It takes time, and focus.
@Meropatrick , i sure hope it don't happen to you... it sucked hard, i'd just got all the power windows working... had a wonderful muffler on it... i'd replaced the front leaf springs, all the bushings on the suspension, new shocks... new steering gear... new alternator... yet a work in progress
@LEADFOOTboi eeeeeew? What are you really a girl π€ππ Seriously tho, know how you feel bout your truck. My Durango got totalled just four months after hubby died. Sometimes when it rains, it pours. And sometimes there's just a fucking shitstorm
I did the ldr because the ones here where i live only WANT you to be their baby mama. If i wanna be a mom without commitment then incan do invitro. I dont wanna just have sex and get preggers. Too many fckboys here. Not all are but the ones who physically appeal to me turn out to be. And im not gonna lower my standards and get some unattractive dude just cause i want a kid. He ruins my kids chances of being cute π€·ββοΈ I tried tonfind a guy at church but even they wanna just get laid. So that ldr was my way of taking a break from in person. Never did i Think things would get pushed back and heβd fail college and change his mind about us last minute. But whatever its in the past now. It was a good experience for the most part and he made me more independent in life π€·ββοΈ
@Brainsbeforebeauty, because mom was right about you and so was GaG... see, this post went to sex at some point... go ahead, GaG, put it in sexuality...
@LEADFOOTboi ππ Umm she did mention wanting a baby, and you do know how babies are made, right π€ͺπ the stork really doesn't bring them πππ
@Brainsbeforebeauty ohhhhh... this is the joke my friend was telling me and i didn't get it... weeeeeeeelll... you probly deserve some TP tho for all your cares and efforts...
@LEADFOOTboi lol how bout I just sell you a roll? Lol or if you stop saying girls have cooties, hell I'll list give you a roll. Keep you from raiding lmao
@Brainsbeforebeauty nope... girls are cootie producers... this is factual nomatter what google says, i don't even know if Stargayle has TP anymore, so calm down... if nothing else lexi has some
i used to fear a little, that when I becomes rich, that women will start targeting me, so that they can turn into mothers (because it's "traditional"). So I stayed kinda low.
But that fear is no more since some years now. It seems women won't even be wanting me even if I am loaded unless I am hiring those sex masseuses π Better than those, who want to be (stay at home) mothers.
Much easier said than done. When I said "It seems women won't even be wanting me even if I am loaded" it literally means that. But on the bright side that also means, that women are not gold diggers, so that's a huge relief and a good thing :)
What was I thinking over 3-4 years ago. That was until I met women with higher education, their own automobile, them telling me how theyve gone on vacations outside the country, they're owning iphones etc... and they don't have those by these being handed to them by a rich lover. On another point, they have been living with their parents, so it makes sense why they're more successful than I am at this time (they're younger than me BTW). π€π€π€
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Yea. I am not that type of person who is efficient in resolving issues. So i turn to rumination.
I used to be good at resolving issues, but some things in life can't be resolved.
Yea its seems life always offers us more difficult riddles the more we get better at solving
Well said my friend π€·πΌββοΈ
Extinct Lifeforms
(that I'll never see/again in my life)
Years Wasted
(in the procrastination of my slight but reccuring state of depression)
Decaying Environment
(we're all dying on Earth even the innocent)
There's others but I can't say them without confusing anybody.
There are a few things... Sex... My financial situation... The health of my wife and i..
Understandable... Do you have a single older brother?π π just kidding lol π
lol i wish.. i was an only child.
Damn lol. ππ
My girlfriend... I think that is a given for many couples.
Still sweet to hear tho π
Agreed.
I spend most of my time thinking. And I'm thinking of being naked all day. 😍
Lol after I hit submit, the thought crossed my mind, how many would say s*xππ
Follow my lead spend Sunday naked nude. π
Well as I'm currently sitting in front of my big picture window with curtains open, that might not be such a good idea π€ππ
My blind's are open with the widow's open two and my bed is a foot and half from my window. And I'm sitting naked nude on my bed. π
I'm sure more people in my neighborhood walk past my living room then people walking by your bedroom window lol π€
It's fine if they do see when they walked by.π
Not any more. I have learned to calm myself, to change the directions of my random thoughts, and focus on specific things, rather that leave my mind to just go with whatever nonsense it in the news and pressing in society!
There's more to life then what's going on now or society. That's not what I meant. For me even though it's been 6 years, it's still hard to not think of my husband. Even if not consciously, we can't already control our dreams.
@Brainsbeforebeauty News was just an example, sorry that I didn't use a better example. I cared for my father for 5 years, after he suffered several strokes, then developed cancer, and I gave up everything through that. A good career a girlfriend, and several close friends. I started over after he passed. But, that is all past. For me, it has been more than 10 years. It gets better with time, understanding, and accepting things you cannot change. Accepting that you did what you could, as well as you could then. Hindsight is always better, and you can always think of something else you "could have done" or "should have done". I came to a point when I could leave it be, and accept.
by the way, some can actually control dreams, and I am often aware that I am dreaming, and I can change the course of dreams, read things, and tell time in dreams. It takes time, and focus.
Either cuddles or suicide. Both have passed my mind and stuck in there longer than I wished.
Hopefully more cuddles. And if suicidal thoughts, you should call someone to talk to St those times or get help from someone. That's never the answer.
Don't worry, cuddles is more on my mind now than suicide is.
Glad to hear that. But if that changes, you "will" call someone or seek help right? Pinky promise?
I swear. ... And I dunno how to do a pinkie promise through a computer.
Never works, I still canβt stop thinking about sex 😊
Lol thought a lot might answer that but you are the second and the first replied just before you lol funny π€
That was supposed to be π
Looks like I was the first since I said it over 3 hours ago but was surprised everyone didnβt say it
Oh then sorry You get the ππ lol
Itβs like Steve Harvey all over again, lol
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love and heartbreaks... wrecking my truck last year... same old stuff
Least you didn't say s*x π oh wait, apparently that's me πππ
Sorry about the truckπI would be upset too if that happens to me
@Meropatrick , i sure hope it don't happen to you... it sucked hard, i'd just got all the power windows working... had a wonderful muffler on it... i'd replaced the front leaf springs, all the bushings on the suspension, new shocks... new steering gear... new alternator... yet a work in progress
@Brainsbeforebeauty, that's right, that's you... i ain't into that kinda stuff yet... eeeeeew
Oh my... this also did cost a lot apparently:/ wish u safe rides next times
@LEADFOOTboi eeeeeew? What are you really a girl π€ππ
Seriously tho, know how you feel bout your truck. My Durango got totalled just four months after hubby died. Sometimes when it rains, it pours. And sometimes there's just a fucking shitstorm
Oh yes... and i still won't stop thinking about it until i get my son 😪
Sorry. If you ever need an ear, I have
2 that still kinda work lol π
It's ok, thank you. If I was to talk to you about that LOL it would be better on the phone because there is way too much to type :-D
I understand. Not much of a texter myself
Lots of things that has happened in my relationship that I've agreed to put in the past but stillvthink about daily
Yeah that's a hard one. Even if forgive it's really hard t to forget.
Sure all sorts of rubbish when I can't get to sleep at night
Sometimes it's the thoughts I can't shut off that keep me from sleeping
How much i wanna be a mom
goood lawwwd, have mercy
@LEADFOOTboi lol
Hopefully, it'll happen for you. But that's something else that don't work by ldr or sexting/phone sex
My ldr was long ago... you say it like its my life
@Brainsbeforebeauty, you would say that... XD
No, but had it been a not ldr you may have found someone where you live and already have been a mom.
I did the ldr because the ones here where i live only WANT you to be their baby mama. If i wanna be a mom without commitment then incan do invitro. I dont wanna just have sex and get preggers. Too many fckboys here. Not all are but the ones who physically appeal to me turn out to be. And im not gonna lower my standards and get some unattractive dude just cause i want a kid. He ruins my kids chances of being cute π€·ββοΈ I tried tonfind a guy at church but even they wanna just get laid. So that ldr was my way of taking a break from in person. Never did i Think things would get pushed back and heβd fail college and change his mind about us last minute. But whatever its in the past now. It was a good experience for the most part and he made me more independent in life π€·ββοΈ
I do hope it works out for you β₯οΈ
@LEADFOOTboi
Would say what?
@Brainsbeforebeauty, because mom was right about you and so was GaG... see, this post went to sex at some point... go ahead, GaG, put it in sexuality...
@LEADFOOTboi
ππ Umm she did mention wanting a baby, and you do know how babies are made, right π€ͺπ the stork really doesn't bring them πππ
i know how babies are made... by kissing... then she gets pregent... then he hets infected with cooties... pffffff stork...
@LEADFOOTboi
πππ Are you still in grade school running away from the girls on the playground so as not to get girl cooties ππ
i don't run... i just curve em as they come... i gotta find one worth getting infected with cooties over
@LEADFOOTboi
Lol you're funny. You more worried bout girl cooties then the Corona virusππ
@Brainsbeforebeauty, cooties is deadly to mens of any age... i got a case once... i almost died
@LEADFOOTboi
ππ Well glad you're still with us π
@Brainsbeforebeauty, why thankyou... Q w Q it's touching to know someone cares...
@LEADFOOTboi
Well yeah, who's gonna lead the TP raids if you gone ππ
you're right... i'm needed in this world... imma hit Stargayle's place next
@LEADFOOTboi
I'll gladly pay you Tuesday for some TP today πππ
@Brainsbeforebeauty, who are you gonna rob to get the money?
@LEADFOOTboi
Noone I'll just disappear before Tuesday ππ
@Brainsbeforebeauty ohhhhh... this is the joke my friend was telling me and i didn't get it... weeeeeeeelll... you probly deserve some TP tho for all your cares and efforts...
@LEADFOOTboi. aww gee really π thanks π lol
yes... now stargayle will suffer in your stead... imma have to hit danea's place to get her more later
@LEADFOOTboi lol how bout I just sell you a roll? Lol or if you stop saying girls have cooties, hell I'll list give you a roll. Keep you from raiding lmao
@Brainsbeforebeauty nope... girls are cootie producers... this is factual nomatter what google says, i don't even know if Stargayle has TP anymore, so calm down... if nothing else lexi has some
Life, my life, my curiosity on some issues..
Yeah life can give us lots to think about. That's for sure
Yeah. Sexual thought. Iam tired bit i can't overcome on sexual thought
I hate to say it but Women and sex screw hormones sigh 😔
This guy i won't be able to see cause of corona
That sucks. Hopefully soon
Yeah i hope soπ«
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i think you know my answer lol ;)
π€ yep see didn't even have to give that one any thought πππ
Money and beautiful women
Lol I saw your user name and already just knew your answer π
Well thought it'd day money and s*x,
but close enough ππ
Dangerously close enough indeed :)
Can't blame either of us. It is what it is. Haha!
:D
An I that smart π€ or is that been your answer to every Question π€
Both! πππ
i used to fear a little, that when I becomes rich, that women will start targeting me, so that they can turn into mothers (because it's "traditional"). So I stayed kinda low.
But that fear is no more since some years now. It seems women won't even be wanting me even if I am loaded unless I am hiring those sex masseuses π Better than those, who want to be (stay at home) mothers.
Ahh. such a reversal of things.
Why don't you just find a woman who don't want kids. Not ever woman wants to be a mother.
Much easier said than done. When I said "It seems women won't even be wanting me even if I am loaded" it literally means that. But on the bright side that also means, that women are not gold diggers, so that's a huge relief and a good thing :)
What was I thinking over 3-4 years ago. That was until I met women with higher education, their own automobile, them telling me how theyve gone on vacations outside the country, they're owning iphones etc... and they don't have those by these being handed to them by a rich lover. On another point, they have been living with their parents, so it makes sense why they're more successful than I am at this time (they're younger than me BTW). π€π€π€
Yes, about my crush, and about becoming a doctor.
Becoming a doctor would be great.