So I told my ex this, even though we have a on/off relationship. Cause he doesn’t take me seriously.I mean I used to help out my sister with daycare in 2010. That I enjoyed being the kids and playing with them. (It was just my sister who was too bossy, stressed and anxious all the time 🙄). I also enjoyed playing with my nieces when they were babies and toddlers and they still see me as their favorite aunt. My point is, I’ve enjoyed being with kids and playing with them. As they been very fun, accepting and nonjudgmental.
But when it comes to dating or even trying to get to know a guy. There’s so much mind games and manipulation. That it hurts me and drives me crazy.
Because kids haven't had experiences yet when it comes to dating and relationships. And they shouldn't because they're kids. They're meant to enjoy their own childhood before they must experience the shit that is attempting to find someone to spend the rest of your life with.