Hi I haven’t been on here for a while thought I could just have a deep conversation let you all know what’s been going on.. for starters we can all say that my heart is officially been broken I’ve tried many things to heal myself from chocolates and crisps to Ben and Jerries Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice cream but nothing seems to repair this heart. Me and my mate we both have stopped talking because we got into this huge argument he is entitled to like who ever he wants but he knows how I feel about him and he’s said he’s liked me back in the past as well.
He recently saw his ex girlfriend at his best friends house because his best friend and his ex are engaged that’s what he tells me but he’s moved her in to Live with him and tells me nothing is actually going on sorry I find that hard to believe. That’s why we got into a huge argument the thing is that I’m still not over it I spent 11 years talking to this guy and half of which spent liking him!!! Oh and yeah he knows about that to that’s what makes letting him go worst he knows about what my feelings are.
Recently I been talking to this guy just been two days but on the first day he tells me has a crush on me and wants relationships and stuff I’m just not ready to give my heart to anyone I don’t want to I’m just basically living with motivation. Nothing I just wake up to live another day. My best friend became everything to me I saw my marriage and me having kids with him a little girl and a little boy I saw me moving in with him and having a job closer to where he lives it was the happiest feeling but all that smashed just like that.
yet the guy I’m friends with now wants all that and it’ feels like it’s going too fast I know I should be over it but imagine the first girl or guy you like and wanted everything to do with breaks your heart and called you dramatic and insecure obviously it would hurt right. Anyways I know you all want me to move on but I don’t feel ready I just want to cry. 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️
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If you pass up a guy that wants you for a guy that never did you will be the second biggest fool right after me. For doing just that. (Only change boy for girl)
He dosnt even know me and I have strong feelings for the guy who never wanted me I invested 11 years of my life into him which I can’t get back
Investments provide returns. You didn't invest, you wasted your time and effort. Stop sinking before you sink even more into nothing.
Just let me sink I like him end off I don’t want the other guy who don’t know me he’s not my type and he's boring