I lost my wife about a year and a half ago and I still haven't gotten back into the dating scene real heavy. I've gone on a few dates but nothing serious. I think about her all the time and I never enjoy spending time with others on a date because I can't get her off my mind.
Here is a picture of Casey, some of you knew her as she was pretty active on this site at one point:
You are welcome to DM me if you don't want to answer publicly.