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What I would say to the man I secretly love.(If I ever had the guts)

What I would say to the man I secretly love.(If I ever had the guts)


I don’t even know where to start.


But I need to tell you.


Even if it’s the last thing I ever do.


When I met you I had no false pretences. I still don’t. I don’t pretend or even hope that you return anything of what I’m feeling. All I ask you is to sit and listen. I still try and wrap my mind around this because I’m sure that I’m going mad. I am very much aware that you are still deeply in love with your ex and that you heart belongs to her. No it doesn’t hurt me because when you love someone it isn’t selfish. If I could turn back the clock I would still tell you to go to her. Because all I want for you is to be happy. I know you think I’m young and silly. But none of that matters to me. When I see you walking into a room you are the most beautiful person there. Everyone fades away, and my heart knows that no one can compare. You are my person. When I wake up next to you in the morning I can’t help but smile because my silly little heart just wants to put it on repeat. I want to wake up next to you every day. I want to kiss your lips and forehead and rub your tummy when you are tired. I want to know your world and live in it. Everything that you are makes me want to be more. Be better. Being with you is as easy as breathing. I sometimes look at you and my heart skips a beat. I can’t believe someone like you exists. I love the way your eyes wrinkle when you laugh or how shy you get. I love how you can tell a story and that you are so determined in everything that you do. I want to share in all your ups and downs – your happiness and your sadness. When you are weak I want to carry you, when you are strong I want to celebrate your happiness. I don’t want anything from you, but you.



I know you aren’t mine but I’m still terrified of losing you. You are my best friend and when you hold me I know that I am home. When I am in your arms I know what Home feels like.



I love you. With everything that I am and everything that I ever will be.


What I would say to the man I secretly love.(If I ever had the guts)
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