Relationships

To you, my love...


I’ll be writing little messeges to/for/about the individuals who I've dated short term and who i’e had serious relationships with.

...yes, i’m bored. No need to point it out. I felt like doing something silly because yesterday was just really exhausting. So let me write my nonsense in peace.


Bear--

I wish I would have known how much of a shitty person you were because i never would have looked your way-- not even for a second. I guess you were my first love but most importantly you were the first to break my heart. I did so much for you. I got you help. I helped your family. When you were on the verge of killing yourself...who was there? ME. Not your mother who abandoned you, not your brother who “tolerated” you, not your aunt who belittled you, not even your dad who never returned you phone calls.

You blame me for our downfall because there was i time when i was failing and i needed your help. You couldn’t even be there for me. Instead you became yet another bully who i let stomp over me. Years later, you email me and show up at my bakery, my place of work--not to apologize, but to further antagonize me. What the fuck kind of crack are you smoking?

“Die slowly, yo


Belly--


“You’z a real one.” Honestly. I’m sorry that you had to pick up the broken pieces of my heart, but i am also thankful that you willingly put yourself in that position when i was too weak to do it myself. You’re one of the most genuine huma beings on this planet. If anyone has an objection, bitch, we fighting. I’m glad that our love came, and i’m glad that our love went.

We had our time, we had our season. I have no regrets, and i will never forget you.


GG—


What could i say to a unicorn? You are literally perfect. Every moment was literally magical. You were my first, female-female (gay) relationship. You taught me to embrace who I am as an artist, how to expand my consciousness as a human being, and to how to love as free and empathetic spirit. The problem is, you found me during a trying time in my life. My friend was dying. I was getting sick. I had to transfer to a different University. I was cutting ties with my parents. I simply was not able to give you the best of my heart because it was already being split between so many different things. While i did grow in certain areas due to loving you, I was also at an emotional standstill. You proposed to me and i said no. You didn’t do anything wrong. We were just not on the same page. I wasn't ready or capable to move in the pace you wanted. My soul needed a break--from everything. And unfortunately that meant letting you go.


Mister Doctor—


You are definitely the first and last doctor i’ll ever consider entertaining. I was overwhelmed by how incredibly smart your are. As boring as your desired profession was, i would ask you to teach me something new you learned and get wet by you using ridiculous latin words and other medical jargon. You make me think of this sexy song called doctor…https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_vNErdtuJg

But anyways, i’m pretty sure you just wanted to fuck me. No worries, i wanted to fuck your intellegence. But you weren’t into giving head, so i left! Ha!

Just kidding...sure, you not wanting to give me oral was a bummer but the real reason i dumped you was because you were kind of a know-it-all. I loved that you were studying to be a doctor but god damn, do you really think you're better than everyone else? You corrected everyone around you and make sure you let people know just HOW MUCH you know. You were annoying as fuck, for that reason, i did not give you my body. That’s one thing you didn’t know. So ha!


Lovely Lips—

Dating you was really fun. One of the best things about you was that you actually let me dress you up and shop for you (with your money). Your breast were awesome, by the way. Just had to say that. When you decided to move, you let me touch and suck them. Hmmm....so perfect. Most of our relationship wasn’t sexual, so the wait made the experience more worth it.


Homeboy—

You were kind of retarded, to say the least. Everything could have gone smoothly if you hadn’t of insisted on trying to be a sugar daddy. No thanks, i have my own money.


Tea Cup—

You were very disrespectful to one of my students. I will never forgive you.


Shorty—


Our little fling was worth it. I was skeptical at first when you asked me out on a date, but i gave in because...what the hell. YOLO, right? After that date, we had 10 more. Each more fun than the last. Neither one of us wanted anything serious, so our fling became a basic friendship. But dont worry, i’ll still take you out from time to time.


Ok, i’m bored now. Thank you for reading my nonsense.

To you, my love...
To you, my love...
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