My boyfriend likes fat women... I don't think he's attracted to me?

I don't think he's attracted to me I'm a very Feminine tomboy ish person (love video games and all, pretty nerdy) and I've been hit on my many guys at my University And out on the street. I naturally have a somewhat ideal body type small waist, c cup small rib cage, slightly short height 5 4, small hips, kind oflarge buttocks, . I love him and he's so nice to me. Unfortunately he's admitted that he's attracted to fat women. Originally I could deal with this. But as time Keeps going, it's starting to eat me out more and more. We talk about women already, it just trends to come up, not on purpose or anything. We re both aware that sometimes welook at other people for a few seconds and I know that's natural so it's fine for me. But whenever we talk about women or hor describes women he never describes one that looks like me. He Talks about attractive short fat women with large hips or tall women who are either fat or slim and way bigger than him self *he's around 6 3*. He has some fat himself and doesn't really even like it but loves it on women. I'm just afraid for when soon, when we do get more intimate he won't like me. I know he loves my personality and a lot of other things about me but it's eating at me and I Hate it. Don't get me wrong I love the way I look I've learned to love myself and the way I look. But I'm upset that he probably doesn't love it as much as I doand would probably enjoy being able to touch someone fatter even more than touching me. I've had a few talks with him throughout the past yearand he says he does find me attractive and loves my lower half a lot. I still feel this way though. He's a very loyal person very honest too and if he does one day find this perfect female on the Street i feel that he would be honest and break up with me to be happier, but not in an assholish way. He says he feels this is not true and wouldn't chase after the first other woman he sees. What do you think? Im physically not able to put on much weight
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But the thing is I believe that you should break up If someone has done wrong or has began to do wrong. He had done nothing wrong other than be himself. Im aware that people are allowed to have preferences and all. I mean wouldn't I love to have a guy with abs and biceps and all, but I like him for him. I'm just scared. He's done nothing wrong hasn't pressure me or anything. I just. I don't know I guess I want some more opinions on the situation
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wouldn't mind puttin on a few pounds to be a little chubby, but Im physically not able to put on much weight in the first place. It takes quite some time and I've grown up very healthily. I'm not able to eat a lot and it would be really hard to eat a lot. I'd also be afraid of getting health problems and losing my confidence.
My boyfriend likes fat women... I don't think he's attracted to me?
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