Eventually I realized it was a reaction towards years of abuse and torment. I even got pregnant for a short time but a miscarriage happened after I tripped. I had barely turned 11 at the time but my body (in both height and weight) had already matured earlier.
I'm not in a relationship yet but when I have a boyfriend, is this something I need to share with him? If so, after how long in the relationship? Or should I keep it to myself? Would you want to know about it?
Now as an adult, seldom times I think about him/her, about what they would've looked like if I never had that fall. He/she would've been 9 years old by now.