Overall, He is an incredibly amazing boyfriend. He makes time for me, calls me for hours, takes me out, cooks and feeds me sometimes, buys me presents ( which I never ask for, and always hesitate to accept) he insists he likes spoiling me. He handles my anxiety issues and always has my back no matter what. He insists kissing me on my mouth even when I shy away due to obvious reasons ( morning breath) he’s even cleaned my period blood off of the sheets for me. He even notices when I do my eyeliner a little differently and makes it a point to tell me I look nice. He’s the sweetest.
But.. but.. lately since the last couple of months, he’s been asking me if it’s possible for breast size to increase naturally, and even though his question, no matter how sweetly and politely he tried to phrase it, caused a twinge in my heart but I didn’t tell him that. He’s brought it up a couple of times since then and last night he really just straight up asked me “can you increase the size just a little bit?” And then he went “ I like big boobs”... I actually went silent 3-4seconds and stuttered over my words because I wasn’t expecting that question let alone know how to answer it. ( he’s always known I am a 5’5 1/2 ft girl, my butt is like 37 but my boobs are 34B and he’s always said he loves them and they’re just way he likes it. So the fact that he was asking me these questions now few months short of our wedding weirded me out)
Again. I didn’t let him know I was tearing up and after the call I just balled my eyes out and decided to let him know that his questions & requests are belittling, and chipping way at my self esteem.
I told him I didn’t wanna speak to him.
He called me up last eve and apologized.