Today was one of those days where I just felt lazy and didn’t want to do anything. I didn’t have to work and I didn’t have online classes so it was just a chill and sort of lazy day for me today plus I have a long weekend ahead of me because I have a lot of important things to do and get done. Now usually I stay a few days and nights at my boyfriends house. I will even go to work from his house most times but today was different. I just wasn’t up for doing more than showering and being lazy today. I just felt tired and my boyfriend spent the entire day trying to convince me to come over but I even apologized and said sorry but I’m just not up for doing anything but I made sure to text him and FaceTime him all day and we even played a few games over iMessage to make up for me not coming over but night time approaches and he’s still pressuring me over FaceTime. Even after I said we could just fall the sleep on the phone together. I also told him that I would for sure come see him Friday because on top of me not being up for leaving the house today another reason was that I have something important to do with my sister in the morning and Friday morning I’m scheduled to take my passport picture and going over his house tonight would get in the way of that because he hates for me to stay less than a day at his house. I usually stay for a week. I explained all of this to him but it still wasn’t enough for him. He starts saying in so little words that I’m unappreciative and that I should appreciate that he loves and cares for me so much/enough that he wants to with me and wants me to be in his bed next to him tonight not another girl Etc as if that’s not something he shouldn’t be doing anyway. I still didn’t go over to his house. I’m home right now in my bed but he made me feel bad for choosing to stay in although I rarely choose staying in over going over his house and staying a couple nights/days.
Am I a bad girlfriend?
