I will never date and enjoy my dating life, will never marry or have kids.
I will probably die alone.
So I wish that I was white, no matter how long, even for a second I would to anything to be (come) white. I stopped a whitening cream I used to buy but now I‘m considering starting to start using it again. I just want to be white so bad, just having beautiful long hair and a normal life without prejudices, discriminstion or (verbal) attacks from cops and other people. I just want to be freaking normal.
What can I do? Does a treamtent exist to become white somehow?