Because I honestly went through the most toxic situation being used for money compared to his ex told I was nothing etc, i moved on to a guy that told me in the end I was useless to him and let his female friend call me ugly and then ditched me without question.
and I got over that and put myself back out there, when the guy just wanted friends with benefits, I got over that thennn met another guy who I had been talking to online for sometime who also rejected me, after our first date like full scale said he only sees me as a friend that’s it. I found myself feeling very very worthless, or not good enough… I wish I could see myself through their eyes so I knew what about me was a problem and I could work to fix or change that or be better. Im usually not picky and I value someone’s personality, effort and time more than any material things I try to be nice to them and considerate but it seems im just never enough somehow……….
and I got over that and put myself back out there, when the guy just wanted friends with benefits, I got over that thennn met another guy who I had been talking to online for sometime who also rejected me, after our first date like full scale said he only sees me as a friend that’s it. I found myself feeling very very worthless, or not good enough… I wish I could see myself through their eyes so I knew what about me was a problem and I could work to fix or change that or be better. Im usually not picky and I value someone’s personality, effort and time more than any material things I try to be nice to them and considerate but it seems im just never enough somehow……….
