Do dying alone without ever being loved scare you?

[Anonymous]

I was taking a dump today , suddenly got light headed and lose muscle control and collapsed on floor. Was feeling dizzy , got up anyhow , was weak , gained consciousness. I live away from home a long time and always taken care of myself in sickness no matter how sick I was.
Never had a girlfriend or a loved one so don't now how it's like to be taken care of, though I have taken care of many people before.

[Anonymous]

I'm pretty much obligated to take care of my mom etc , I sold my house and moved in with my mom to take care of her which as a man means I also had to gave up dating and relationships.
It's hard enough to get a date when you're single and free, it's impossible when you're considered a looser by the majority of women.

My mom doesn't understand a man in this country isn't a man if he lives with his mother and has zero chances dating.

It's been 15 years now since I gave up my life to take care of her and I've decided I don't want to die alone so when my mom passes I'm going too. She's clueless like most women about the reality of life as a man.

[Phoenix-gb]

Not the exact same scenario, but yes, the ever increasing likelihood that no-one outside my immediate family would care if I died rents a sizeable amount of space in my head.

[Anonymous]

It’s easier than watch your loved ones react to watching you slowly die and them having no way to prevent it. Hurting others you love is no easy thing to handle in addition to illness. I hope you are feeling better now.

[TerryT]

Nope I was facing that outcome. Then outta the blue I met thee absolute love of my life. Now I won't die alone.

[Adam1978]

That only happens in broken homes otherwise you always have family that loves you. Even if you never get your own.

[Mia-Wallace]

That's my greatest fear.

[Anonymous]

I am almost already there.

[ChiTown33]

Nope.