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After being in a relationship for nearly a year and then it ending through the guy ghosting me all of a sudden, I don't think I'll ever be able to be?

We were together for nearly a year. He was my biggest fan and my biggest support system. He'll always be in a space in my heart and I'm glad he was in my life for about a year at most
I'm almost 30, but he was my first boyfriend. Growing up, I never could be with guys alone, or even talk about boys due to having strict parents and such. (If a boy was ever brought up, I'd be teased and made fun of by parents and other family members).
Years later, I finally overcame my parents morals/rules engrained into my head and I jumped and took the risk and got with him. We didn't have sex or anything of that nature, but he was my biggest everything.
I guess you can say I'm still hurt from him ghosting me all-of-a-sudden many months after, but then again, I've moved on from him, but then again, I haven't in a sense. I don't know.
After being in a relationship for nearly a year and then it ending through the guy ghosting me all of a sudden, I don't think I'll ever be able to be?
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