About two months or so ago I met this girl through mutual friends. After that we immediately started dating each other. We went on four dates and honestly had a great time together. Right from the start there was chemistry between us as well as intimacy and it all felt incredible. I cannot even begin to describe how passionate our make out sessions were. Now me being a really sensitive and emotional person, I started developing some strong feelings for her and I know that she felt something for me too.
However the downfall started about two weeks ago when her work schedule got really messed up and then on top of that she also god COVID. We obviously couldn't get together but we would text each other or talk on the phone. We didn't want to lose contact and I wanted her to know that I am here for her in case she needed anything.
And then came last Friday night. We talked on the phone. She explained to me that she couldn't get into a relationship because of how crazy things have been lately and would like to stop now before it got harder for both us to end it later. Still we could contact each other and even meet as friends. To be honest with you I was heartbroken but I understood what she was going through. I confessed my feelings to her and let her know that I could wait until things get better. The last time we talked was the next day. She told me that she was happy that I felt this strong for her but at the same time she didn't like how one-sided the situation between us was. She asked that we stopped contacting each other for a while until I could think this through.
It's been a week since we last contacted each other and I am really confused and unsure about myself. I want to respect her wish and not contact her until I get stronger emotionally but at the same time I cannot forget about her. I miss her and I would like to know how she's doing.
