Been together for 2 years but dated when younger/we have a lot of history together and things are good.. we plan and moving out together to get a mortgage etc at some point.. I've Had a gut feeling he's cheating on me regarding his phone, but I also have bpd so could just be insecure.
There's been strange behaviour regarding his phone but no solid evidence, plus I know his pass code and he tells me I can snoop.. however he's also made a joke and said that if he was cheating I'd never find out as he'd just delete it anyways.
Last night we spent the night having really good sex and he said it was the best bj he's ever had, after he still had a semi for a long time and went downstairs to heat up food for us.. he seemed to be gone for 10 mins and then came upstairs and put food on side.
Then he disappears again, I need a pee so go to the toilet not realising he's in there.. light is off, he's sat on the toilet and he's just using his phone.. as I open door/walk in he turns screen away, I manage to see what's on there and it's nothing bad but I don't know if he quickly pressed off whilst his screen was turnt, I don't think he would have had enough time though but I was drunk and can't remember, anyways then he stands up and he still has a semi and then goes to the bedroom
I questioned why he was in the bathroom with light off and still had a semi and turnt screen away, he got mad and he said its because he had painful pee because he was sensitive from our sex and that he turnt the screen away because it was bright and said how I always do this and that he's aloud more than a few minutes in the bathroom and so on..
What do you think is it suspicious?
