My Brain is fucked up?

So i've always been a person of order when it comes to a relationship, I spend x amount of time with you before we move on to something more intimate. However the last guy i dated made some pretty fair points after i dumbed him for cheating i know stupid what could he have said, i need to learn to compromise. So i decided to say screw the order when i start dating someone else and I did. He was really nice and we got along well we didn't really have anything in common but we met halfway and it was nice but then i slept with him like after a month or a little more yeah totally dumb off me. Totally shot myself in the leg with the whole no labels thing and it had been 4 months of us talking and him wanting to go all the way again but nothing solid was on it. So i started looking at my other options , it was going well the label thing just bothered me a whole lot than how much i liked him. So yh i sorta lied that i was seeing someone else to see how much he really liked me and he blew up like really bad, He's not one to yell , he held it back which i really appreciated. Then he asked what ww=e were to each other like i freaking new. I did not hide my interests in being this guys girlfriend like at all. He got me to plsy a freaking alien spider game a combination of my worst phobias which i have passed out seeing a spider before and i that doesn't scream i like you I don't know. So he asked if i slept with i said yes to push a little i know dumb and said 3 times. And he just stormed out and we didn't talk for a few days he messaged me yesterday i haven't read it yet heck i haven't left my house since the message i saw the preview saying can we talk like is he gonna ask me out or not i'm tired of wasting my time honestly. I think he likes me just not as much as i like him.

My Brain is fucked up?
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