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It hurts a lot knowing you don't get the love you give?

My boyfriend leaves me thinking negatively all the time after calls or meetings.

I feel so restless all the time.
He never asks about me or my emotions.
He never acknowledges my feelings and alway finds reasoning to defend himself.
It's so hard to let go to, I feel so hopeless.
It makes me think about the future a future I see with him but whenever we speak about it he rubs it off saying we don't know what the future holds we don't even know if we'll be together...
He never shares anything with me. Since his dad died he's worse and avoids spending time with me. I didn't leave his side even once when his father died and I don't expect anything in return for that, but this behavior I don't get where's my support? He always finds fault in me like my abusive parents, he says I argue back so its my fault. I have to be stern at work due to the environment I work in as I'm a social worker. and he's like why do u boss them around when they shoot you you'll know... talk to them nicely-he's asking this cuz he heard me on call once when he randomly called an a client came

Is this what sincere love and care gets you? Why is it like this? The unease 24/7? Like there's a hole in ur heart and your missing something? I don't get it from my mom either the love i give? When I would do everything for her? I feel thirsty but I don't know for what? Validation?
It hurts a lot knowing you don't get the love you give?
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