I started dating my boyfriend earlier this year and it was the first relationship for both of us. We got into a lot of fights and as he has anger issues, he was very vulgar with words which affected me. My friends supported but then wanted me to let go of him but I really loved him and hence tolerated everything he did. He planked me about cheating 2 months into the relationship yet I forgave him. He hurt me with words almost everyday for 6 months straight. Everything changed when my close relative died and I was so hurt mentally. My family had a lot of issues and my boyfriend was hurting me a lot. As we are from different religions, he commented on it and asked me to sleep with guys from my religion for my parents happiness 3 days after my relative had passed away. We broke up and since that day he claimed to wanting to win me back but was still rude to me everyday and called me names like “egoistic”, “self cantered”. It went on and on until a point where I couldn’t take it any, ore, I got really mad and I installed bumble about which he got to know. I had it for 2 days and didn’t flirt with any guy but he calls it cheating. I also lied to him about the ownership of the account a few times which hurt him. Now he calls me a cheater and a liar but I lied only because I was scared to tell him about the account, I never met with anyone or even flirt with anyone let alone cheat and I wasn’t even with my boyfriend that time. He doesn’t seem to understand my pov and it hurts, he still disrespects me till date. What should I be doing?
What should I do? Did I cheat?
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5 mo
*pranked, sorry if there are typos
