So I have been staying with a close male friend since February.
The movers moved all my stuff to another apartment and we spent $500 to have a company clean everything and organize it for me.
I haven't even been over there at all. All of my memories of me and Patrick falling in love, singing and dancing, making love, having coffee every morning together, all the jokes we told are all in my old apartment.
I can't seem to bring myself to even go to this new apartment which has no memories in it. So, I just keep staying at my friend's apartment which is exactly across the hall to the apartment Patrick died in. I'm just a few apartments down from my friends place.
Something just won't let me want to go in my new apartment.
How can I ever get over this?
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