Girls, What should I do?

I cheated and she found out. She blocked me. I had my family reach out to her. Eventually we had a talk. She didn’t believe the reason why. She said she was done with me. Block me again. In 2 weeks she reach out and text me saying she miss me. We started talking slowly again but she would always throw jabs at me. Which I fully deserved. Before all this happen. She moved across the world for me the day she moved in was when found out. We stayed talking for a month. Then she wanted to see me. I was iffy about that. She was like I giving u a chance to see me after what u done and u acting like you don’t wanna come. I told her I was coming. I showed up. U can tell it was tension but she was happy to see me. She would go to and check to see if I was still at the crib. I would run and get groceries plus flowers for her crib. She would call and be like stay home. After that the next day things we’re cool. I finally went back home. I start sharing my location with her so I can gain her trust back. She would check my location everyday. This particular day I was out on route and my bosses decided to send me back out to do another route. I was mad. I was communicating with her for little bit before dat happen. After I went back on route my phone died 40 min in. I was 2hrs on route with my phone dead. When I finally got home to charge it. I called several times but she was not answering at all. I told her what but she didn’t believe me. I showed her my clock out time and clock in time. I even tried to call my boss so she could hear. We had conversation were she said she need time heal and find herself. She said she don’t like being mean to me or wanna push me away. I told her I will always be here and she is my future wife. We haven’t had no contact in 3months. Should I reach out or let her do it?

Girls, What should I do?
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