Is this related or is it purely crazy thoughts on my part?

[jennifer_bloom]

I woke up with this fear, that disaster would strike me if I was not productive this morning, so I forced myself to work on my ideas even though I was a little bored doing it. Then, because I spent the morning doing productive things, I was a little later then normal leaving the house to see the doctor and on my way back home, I saw there was a car crash on the road that happened close to the time I left the house. Maybe if I had timed my movements differently, I could have gotten injured in the crash instead of the people who got into the car crash.

I was motivated by fear when I was a teenager but since the age of 24, it was always ambition and dreams that motivated me and not fear. This was the first time since around 19 years old that I was motivated by fear and not by desires and dreams.

[Xawyx-2]

Maybe you're just overthinking it, but still, it's always good to be prepared for everything.

[Xawyx-2]

Thank you for MHO

[queenofcardio]

Irrational thoughts