Imma not crazy or maybe I am?

[ZainabAli123]

Imma definitely not crazy or maybe I am how can someone just feel such an attraction to a stranger they don’t know! It could just be because the guy I liked in the pass my male best friend hurt me after 11 to 12 years so maybe me thinking about this stranger has made me feel better I mean I seen how he is with his friends and how much respect he has for their gfs!

Long story short the stranger in question I came across him on a YouTube video he’s friends with this YouTuber I look up to anyways back than which was 3 years ago he was in a relationship I don’t have any idea about his relationship status now but all I know is that because of that reason I want to keep it a secret and not react on it but it’s starting to drive me crazy!!!

my brain seems to constantly be distracted I’m thinking now that he could be married or engaged but now a days a lot of people don’t want marriage etc anyways I don’t know maybe I am being crazy he’s a stranger who plays an important role in my life!!! When I feel hurt I think about him where we are just talking looking up at the stars and I feel better! I don’t want to go too deep into this

[jshm2]

Yeah, you're overthinking.

[ZainabAli123]

Overthinking what

[WhitneySnow]

Have you even talked to him?

[ZainabAli123]

Honestly I just don’t care anymore now cause I’m ugly as anything so I deffo stand no chance

[WhitneySnow]

Well at least you have a celebrity crush

[ZainabAli123]

He’s not even a celebrity

[WhitneySnow]

He’s a YouTuber. Unless he’s only got like ten followers, by definition he’s sort of a celebrity. But I totally respect your decision not to talk to him. It can be very intimidating to talk to your crush.