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What I want to confess to my first ever ex boyfriend

What I want to confess to my first ever ex boyfriend

Everything started on these site.

I've met a really nice guy.He is a very kind and wonderful guy.He is from another country,but it doesn't matter(I won't reveal his name).

We were talking for a month approximatly(I'm really bad at dates).He confessed first,but I rejected him(At first I was afraid and because I didn't had feelings for him at that moment)

A lot of people told me that I should avoid online love or long-distance relationship.I don't tell them that they're right,because they aren't right.

I've meet my first love here.It was the most wonderful time of my life.To be loved for the first time it's a big deal for me.

I was in a relationship with him for a hole week(Again,I'm bad with dates and don't laugh.It was the most wonderful period from my teenage years)

In that week I felt things that I haven't felt before.I felt loved and appreciated.I'm really insecure and that thing is destroying me.

I known for the beginning that he's a little flirty(I don't want to soound desperate,but I was stalking his GAG profile)but he was really wonderful.

The bad climax began today.I was checking his profile and I've seen that he wrote something to a girl.I felt heartbroken,because she's more pretty than me and because she was the same age as him(He was 4 years older than me)

And my self-esteem is shatterd again.

He tried everything to forget him.He was trying to explain,to comfort me and he even wrote me a song!

It's not just his fault.It was my fault too.

And if you read that(I don't know if you will but it doesn't matter) I want to say these things:

I don't hate you.I still love you,but thing hurts me too hard to forget it.

It was the most beautiful part of my teenager years.

I hope you'll find that girl who will love you.

And you remember when I said that:It doesn't matter what will happen to us.You will always habe a special part in my heart.

And that's true.

I will always remember you and you always will have a special part in my heart and soul.

What I want to confess to my first ever ex boyfriend

And I think I'll take a break from these site(for a while)

What I want to confess to my first ever ex boyfriend
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