I cheated on him and he's NOT mad at me?!!

asimplelife
Hello guys.

I am a little confused and would REALLY appreciate if you help me with this question I have in my mind.

I am seeing this guy from like an year now, we have feelings for each other from some months.

I cheated on him earlier in the..relationship(if you cud call it one at that time) primarily because it's a LDR and he din't call me or text me much and I wasn't getting enough of emotional satisfaction in my love life so I started being more than just friends with this guy I know from quite some time.

Recently I told him that I have cheated on him and guys believe me he has started loving me more !

Of course, he was slightly upset and asked me who was the guy and when did it all happen, also told me ( in a revengeful tone)that my action means that he cud also cheat on me.

last month he was vacationing abroad he would call me from there and talk to me for good half an hour. he also calls when he's at a party with his parents.Earlier he din call me that much. also, he started saying I miss you , which he din't before.

he's a pretty laid back guy and I always have a tough time trying to figure out what he's thinking/feeling.He'd never tell what he feels unless I ask him, which I am cool about but, this time around I just can't muster up enough courage to go and ask him and seriously I don't even want to, in case he's forgiven me I don't want to remind him of my stupidity. .It's been about two months now since I told him that.

I was and even am feeling guilty about it (reason for my confessing it in front of him , I think it takes a bit of guilt away) but I am shocked and confused by his being so normal about it !

what does all this mean?!

WHY isn't he mad at me?

why is he showing so much of love NOW?

has he forgiven me?

is he thinking of revenge? (scary ! )

HELP !
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Alright ,I spoke to him today and he was quite upset about the whole thing, He said he's trying to move on and initially had to work hard on trying to NOT think about it. Also that he can never trust me now. I feel lucky to have sucha cool guy in my life
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I feel ashamed of my deeds but at the same time I feel relieved because this thing was eating me up.

Guys, LOVE can survive distance and cheating(and many other things )

Believe in it .
I cheated on him and he's NOT mad at me?!!
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