I had been talking to my first boyfriend for a couple of months and I initiated everything because I missed him and after a few months he found out I got a car and said we should hang out sometime which was confusing because earlier he told me he didn’t wanna go back to the relationship and he also said he just wanted to be friends with benefits. But to be even more confusing he said we could’ve stayed together if I had a car or if we went to school closer together. Also he stopped viewing my Snapchat’s after January which was when I cut it off and then randomly in March I posted a text convo with a lot of hearts and he viewed it ( he probably thought I found someone new ).. I know my ex and idc that’s weird especially when he hadn’t viewed any of my other Snapchat’s for a few months so it’s not out of boredom because in that case he would’ve viewed my other ones too.
It’s frustrating and I’m ngl I kinda miss him too and not to be dramatic but thinking about a future without him kinda hurts. I want to get back together but I don’t want it to backfire. he also confuses me by doing stuff like this. Other people have said he still could be interested because of the snapchat but I don't know I’m torn because it’s like if someone wants something bad enough, they fight for it but also you miss 100% of the chances you don’t take. My ex is kinda shy so he wouldn’t actively pursue something outta noww here. Plus I’m kinda worried about him with the virus going on what should I do? And what does all that mean from him?
It’s frustrating and I’m ngl I kinda miss him too and not to be dramatic but thinking about a future without him kinda hurts. I want to get back together but I don’t want it to backfire. he also confuses me by doing stuff like this. Other people have said he still could be interested because of the snapchat but I don't know I’m torn because it’s like if someone wants something bad enough, they fight for it but also you miss 100% of the chances you don’t take. My ex is kinda shy so he wouldn’t actively pursue something outta noww here. Plus I’m kinda worried about him with the virus going on what should I do? And what does all that mean from him?
