I love him more than life, he treats me so bad, never did anything with me he's been with several others & tells me tells me he ashamed of me tells everyone the nasty lies and he cuss me like I'm a dog never did one thing with me the whole relationship he comes and goes sometimes days weeks to months ,, he brags about girls he meets and dating sites goes hrs to meet them comes back telling me he loves me wants us together next day he leaves this is gone on forbovwr two years ove tried everything to move on like he has no matter what I try can't I have sat in my room for 4 months crying beating myself up trying to take my life twice over him wht do I do to move on with my life. Ai can't take the pain no more the hurt the meanest things all did was care for him love him was there everytime but twice due to no way I'm killing my slef slowly over someone that don't care never loved me it was a game and I used a long with verbal, emotional physical abuse. I've never hurtvsonnad in pain lost num and dead wht do I do I'm on meds see a counselor and it's not doing nothing please tell me how to move on
To move on from my ex that has lie, cheated, stole fr me comes, goes troughs other girls up he is with calls me every name tells me he never loved me?
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I appreciate the comments so much
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U can't turn love off like a light switch he was my 1 st he was everything I would took a bullet he left me fighting cancer a kidney disease and I was ran over by stalker and lost my femur ball and no family and a child and no way of going no money no food no water and being evicted I want everything to go away like he jas thanks u
