I have never seen his new girlfriend.
As he was not uploading anything on WeChat for a year after break up.
He now uploaded the new cover photo, with her, they look very pretty and happy together. He looks happy.
I feel happy for him, but it also hurt kind of, as it made me see the reality I was trying to avoid imagining for a long time, It made me see him looking at another girl the way he used to look at me.
They look very cute and beautiful. He looks very happy. The girl looks total opposite of me, she’s Vietnamese that was born in China.
I can’t help but see the contrast of his life with mine.
I have been feeling lost, empty, half alive and he seems to have a great time of his life. He has found another love so soon. It’s their 1 year anniversary and 1 year and 2 months after my break up.
She’s even wearing a ring on her hand.
He looks at her so gently…
I don’t know. I feel empty and apathetic again, but somewhere it still hurt in a dull way when I came across that photo.